new xanga...

"the world is spinning & i'm still living, it wont be right if were not in it together.

dont tell me that its over"

yeah, well, I'm sick so i stayed home from school today. RAWR. && my Ipod is frozen & wont work! .. =[ does anyone know wtf i could do??

anyways, I decided to post some pictures of the people i adore on here.. yeah, i'm bord. so what? your lucky if you name comes up! *drum roll*

 <<Jalyn-<33

  <<paulina <33 (shes awesome, && i love her with a passion) we will meet up at a concert, I swear!

 <<julie- she was always there when i needed her, && i love her for that. 

  << BARCO, totally sweet and I adore her.

  <<ANNA!!! OMGSH!, seriously, on eof my best freinds, && i've known her FOREVER! && GAH, words cant xpress how much I love her.

 <<Rachel.. she is my lover! <33 && i'm here for her no matter what.

<<cait- yet another one of the peoplei consider my best friends, <33 I love & care for her ALOT!

  <<stephanie- i havent know her long, but i choose to adore her.

<< Andruw- bad pictures, but thats of him, but  i've talked to him for almost a year now, && yeah, he's sweet. NO HE DOESNT HAVE AN XANGA. & hes not gay. just because most "emo" boys are doenst make him gay.

alright, well, those are all the ones i got pictures of, && well, heres something for the ones i didnt.

Bogdan,- your my boyfriend && your awesome .. and i love you

Anna C ( the other one )- Your my wiffey, I love you. We have a son named angus together.

Kelly- yeah, i've talked with you for a while, and your awesome.

Moises- yeah, your cool, i love you.

Grace- we are going to like 100 concerts together.. hah, shall i name them, "senses fail, say anything, plain white t's, stary lightrun" ok, maybe not 100 but how fucking cool are we?? I love you babe. 

Miguel- for serious man, we are the only people who could use that word <33

thats it for now.. and if i didnt mention you, IM SORRY! its jsut that this fever thing is getting to my head. I still love you.. ALL

[[coment below]]

& I've finally figured out whats been scaring me, its the fact that you might be falling in love all over again...

So please, promise me shes NOT your world.

I cant take anymore lies, & my eyes.. well, there all out of cries. I just need to see you, for one last time, face to face, & just ask you the few things that I need to know. I know if I dont they will be stuck with me forever. Its will be a lifetime without knowing, & a lifetime without being able to move on from something that happened when I was a teenager. The thing is i'm still willing to do anything it takes to be with you for 5 more minutes of my life. & I know now by telling someone you love them, its the easiest weapon they will have to hurt you. There is still something about him that grabs my heart. People say why do I still love him? & honestly, I dont know, but theres something about him.. I just CANT let go. I still wonder, if he looked in my eyes, & saw whats inside, would he even care? && I will wait for the day, for him to have to courage to say, how much he might love me. & theres no where in the world i'd rather be, then wherever I am when i'm with you.

ediit- 2:05 PM- & this made the rest of my day..we were just messing around.

graceala 07: just because i have roots in africa doesnt mean u can go namecalling my people...you WHITE WASHED MEXICAN

ediit-5:18 PM- PICTURES! <33 carmera WHORE.

joel & I .... Nina, ME, Shoshana (those 2 girls are my favorite in all of NW)

yeah, thats joels hand on my boob

we dont have school tomarrow, how fun. Boy-Oh-Boy do I love jewish holidays! <3 yeah, today was fun. && I guess thats all I got for now, not much today, maybe i'll update tomarrow, && acutally have something to say. I think I acutally do have something to say. I'm just to lazy right now. <3 love love

pee.dot.s- i've got a new layout on my hands...

Theres so much STUPID shit going on at school its pathetic, no wonder where they bring in the phrase 'High School Darma' i'm sorry, its some of the stupidest things ever. Its just simple, if you want to gain respect from other people, you must learn how to respect yourself first. Dont do anything stupid like alot of other people I know have. && its not like there bad people, they jus made some bad choices, & now look. It got them no where.

My head is screaming WHO CARES ABOUT HIM?

& My HEART is screaming I DO <3